The infinitely big and the infinitely small are the polarities you must exist in. Very small ego but very large consciousness. It requires sacrifice, but the rewards of that sacrifice are infinite. What created this personality that is you? What are you holding on to, what fears what hopes? What are you afraid of losing, what are you afraid of gaining? You must be aware. You can’t surrender to everything and yet you must surrender to everything. In this mountain analog of consciousness that we’re climbing, that path is always receding, the destination gets farther away as you get closer. And hopefully with just the right amount of luck and consciousness, you’ll just trick yourself into it, and you’ll slip across that border, and you’ll be there, and who you’ll meet is yourself, your infinite light consciousness.